July 2007 Archives

Just seemed like a good idea at the time.

Real or photoshopped? I won't be telling. I am in a hurry trying to get to physical therapy.

Hwy 121 seems to be eternally under some sort of construction, couple that with stupidity on my cell phone and I am having a very anger filled day already.

Pretty sure when the red light is flashing that means someone ran the other side.... ugh

I am currently toying around with a new design for the site. After upgrading MT some of my templates didn't work with the new features so it was time to blow it all out and redo. I have some PHP code in the back end now that is doing some fun stuff with entry editing as well as leaving special notes for some of my visitors. I will probably be dropping in some extra php from time to time to leave notes for people visiting from specific static IP addresses, etc.

Okay so yeah, bored. We tubed all day and here we are back at the cabin for the evening. Dinner is being prepared on the fire and everyone is showering, etc.

Between myself and Ray we shot a ton of pictures today that I will have to sort through and get posted. Unfortunately I cleaned the camera housing this morning and got a tad bit of moisture in there and it caused the lens to be fogged up most of the day. A real bummer there cause several of those shot looked really good. Needless to say everyone has enjoyed the trip, Mark and Ray both agree it was worth coming down from Chicago for.

blaire witch

The trip has begun. Card games, drinking and intellectual pursuits.

there is one more picture where I found the blaire witch but will post that in a min cause this seems to only hold three.

My new bed is finally in and I went out last night and got sheets and stuff.

Over the weekend I got to one of my really low points again where nothing was good and everything was shitty, again. I am back to where I really don't want to wake up in the mornings anymore. Maybe it is because I have finally had to come to grips with what my situation really has been for the past while. A couple weeks ago it came to a point where I said something had to be done. A decision had to be reached on where my personal life was headed. I feel as if it were selfish of myself to say you have two choices and you need to make it now. After talking my problems over with my good friend and abusing her sympathetic ear I felt a little better. Finding myself going back to this train of thought almost continually as the days progress has worn me down to a threadbare shell of my former self. Allow me to try and explain just how one person has managed to destroy, me.

First off I allowed myself to get into a situation that was doomed from the start and I kept telling myself that it would all be okay. Eventually I would meet someone and that situation would fade away nobody the wiser nobody getting hurt. You'd think I would know better