Depressed again

Seems like no matter what I try to do I keep just fucking it up more and more. The moral of the story is never help someone out that just can't seem to get it done on their own. My house in Murray is pretty thrashed due to letting people stay there that just didn't care to take care of it because it wasn't theirs. This is nothing new with me, everyone I have let stay with me because I thought they needed a little help has ended up fucking me over either by destroying something or monetarily. In some of the cases both ways! Yay!

In other news i've been down this road before and looks like changes are on the horizon on more than just the new job front. So tired of trying to make things work and be nice just to be told that I still can't get do anything right. Sometimes it really isn't worth getting out of bed. Speaking of bed I am back to my sleeping maybe 4 hours a day some days less. Since I am working midnight to noon now my schedule is a little weird to begin anyway.

Might as well stop the diarrhea of the mouth now and get back to watching stuff here at work.